She was happiness.
She was who I called on days, nights, hours, times like these.
She was the one who could make me laugh when I didn't want to.
She was the one who had me change my plans to end my life.
She was the one I stuck around for.
She could make me smile at myself.
She made me feel beautiful.
She made me feel like a human being instead of a pair of ears.
She taught me to feel.
She got me to fall in love.
She had me trying new things.
She had me listening to love songs and writing love poems.
She was, is, the first thing I thought of every morning.
She was, is, always on my mind before I sleep.
She never made me cry by her actions.
She made me be the girl I am, truly.
She was the girl of my dreams.
She was my first kiss.
She was the one who let me say no to more that day.
She was great.
She was happiness.

And now she is gone.