Falling asleep to love songs i'll never hear Knowing that I'm dependent on the one thing that I fear. I wrote my skin a letter today 'I love you,' It said, 'but never again play.' Looking outside at the bloodred moon Wishing somehow for a deeper cocoon. Feel the lines underlying my eyes Each one fought a tear for a man in disguise. Fingers made of ashes, heart made of lead Can't seem to repay in gold, the one that for me bled. Patterns prevail, vibrants on which to set my mind But not even the pen, to me will be kind. Gather up your children for I come around at dusk May try to steal a precious gem to fill this empty husk. Bed of fresh snow, sheet of ancient lanterns Lying in numbness, whilst thought of being woman, turns.