Not sure now if I should have opened my eyes Maybe I should have opened them more and really taken you in But if I had done that your images would make me sin I still cannot handle even a glimpse When I see you there I feel sorrow I did not know it would be gone so fast my friend I did not know there would be no tomorrow I do not like that I want you like that Left with a few feelings I have to combat I understand our paths
But I did not save enough memories to live on' That is what I get for living in the moment Less to take away, to hold-falsely mold perhaps In limbo those feelings be Not saved, not let go Just lived with thee
I do not know how to process this...this trying to forget while trying to remember..and should I?