I apologize for relying so heavily on you  
I’m sorry for the times I put on or withdrew  
I never meant to confuse or push you away
But I heard people talk-who were they  
Nobody could know what I’m worthy of  
I just wanted to feel some love  
As if a form of it actually existed  
All I get is conditional or twisted
But words, poems-they pale in comparison to pain  
And those who drown aren't troubled with rain