Kinda tired of being a good guy and feeling like a bad one.

Kinda sick of feeling responsible for things that I have no power to change.

Kinda fed up with not being able to sleep without drinking.

Kinda disgusted with the accursed dance of attraction to people no good for me.

Kinda hating that it's summer and I have a winter inside.

Kinda worried that I'm turning into somebody I don't recognize anymore.

Kinda running low on empathy when I am to others what I am in need of.

Kinda tired of being a good guy and feeling like a bad one.