my heart is shattered and my lungs have started closing up and my heart clenched and tightened when "i think we should just be friends." escaped his lips with a whisper and i acted like i wasn't falling apart inside and i acted like i wasn't going to end up crying all night and ignoring his phone calls texts facetimes and i understand that he needs physical contact and i may not be able to give him that but i tried i tried my best to be the best i could be just for him and everything has been falling apart and my heart is officially shattered.