You disgust me…
Here I lay, bathed in filth,
Your sickening, and yet
Still my favorite…
My memories subside,
While you have *** I whale, scream and cry.
Your body is like a cloud, smooth looking,
I can only imagine how it feels, not rough, not sharp,
but like steel.
Your ***.
Your ****.
You’re my bed,
You’re my bedding.
When I dream I dream of the dead, and you dance,
It’s the annual ball, and I see you,
I see it all.
I bath in sin,
I melt within,
I am liquid,
I am fire.
I burn.
I get higher. The clouds illuminate while I feel the grove today.
The sweet sounds of *** pound my ears and I cry.
My soul is pulled, and I have died.
Your eyes seduct, my life, and your words abduct me twice.
I’m in heaven.
I am head in,
Under water,
what has caused her to stab so sexually?
The sweet sounds of ***  pound in my ears.
My head is like an old abandoned motel
Your sweat smells sick but seems swell.
I am lost. Where am I?
There you are, but where am I?
I am on a mountain,
And you are at the bottom.
I have seen this fountain
You are on him….
Life… filth…. Sin…. Love… lust…  
I am lost.
I am blind.
I am gone.
I am dying.
I love you.