I remember it all.  The days just talking to you.
I know I lost some thing magical
I should be hurting
I know I should hate you

But I don't

Seeing you again
Your lips hopelessly fighting not to smile
Your lil grin telling me you where ok
Your eyes slowly glowing telling me it was alright

I know you
I feel you
I see you

I see you as you are. Inside, so wonderful and golden.
Glowing with hope and light
Wanting to be more then you are

You are dear to me
You know this
You always have been

I should be hurting
I should be screaming
I should hate you

But I don't

I never could hate you
I never could distrust you
I never could want any thing but for the best for you

Even if its not me

I will always be here for you
I will always try to help you
I will always care about you

I will always be me

I thank you for being there
I thank you for seeing me for more then I could see myself
I thank you for loving me all those years

I thank you