Aug 2014
◆
I knew I was so very lost
consistently trying to find my way
knowing if I'd turned a blind eye
I wouldn't have known I couldn't stay
The journey was very confusing
so I just headed towards the sun
Ignoring my changing direction
not realising I had come undone
Trudging further into chaos
praying I'd be set on the right path
I know I'm always running away
and never getting ahead of my past
Collapsing from the path
my spirit seemed to quit on me
or had I chosen to forget it
amidst my temporary insanity
It didn't seem to matter though
I'd reached a particular state of mind
top of the rocks at the bottom
without friend, mate or guide
You raised your face and held out a hand
I could see you clearly, at last and so near
your eyes spoke of our younger love
so many days ago, so many years
Hope was lit up inside of me
a certainty once again
I thought you had already left me once
but really you were always there
my husband, my friend
x
I knew I was so very lost
consistently trying to find my way
knowing if I'd turned a blind eye
I wouldn't have known I couldn't stay
The journey was very confusing
so I just headed towards the sun
Ignoring my changing direction
not realising I had come undone
Trudging further into chaos
praying I'd be set on the right path
I know I'm always running away
and never getting ahead of my past
Collapsing from the path
my spirit seemed to quit on me
or had I chosen to forget it
amidst my temporary insanity
It didn't seem to matter though
I'd reached a particular state of mind
top of the rocks at the bottom
without friend, mate or guide
You raised your face and held out a hand
I could see you clearly, at last and so near
your eyes spoke of our younger love
so many days ago, so many years
Hope was lit up inside of me
a certainty once again
I thought you had already left me once
but really you were always there
my husband, my friend
x
written a long time ago. he's always there but im a little broken and had forgotten that
