watching her deep water, pilled sleeping, her chest congest, her cough, orange, clockwork regular,
watching tv, an old Law & Order fav, major crimes gets an innocent man freed from jail
watching me in the tv screen reflection, write bad poetry, and laughing at his own hair, rebelling in sticking up shapes that would make Einstein jealous
occurs that this mot not multitasking, that multi-inaccurating
Nope
multi-sensing, multi-asking for moments of quiet crumbs, of seconds of satisfactory, merely passing unpadded grades would be sufficient
life needs no cogent reasoning, no over arching philosophy,
but if Sheldon were to find the unifying string theory that could tie and string these moments together, that would be most excellent
cause "whatever" just don't quite cut it as a way, a purpose to exist, but moments like this do