I want to say it
I cant
I fight my with my self
I promised I would not
I want it so bad
I feel my heart crying out
I reach out
I want to keep trying
I want to
I am scared
I shake
I tremble
I lost it
I want it back
I can't take it
I wont
I let it go
I know what I did
I couldn't keep it
I wanted to
I had no choice
I miss it so bad
I don't want to cause more pain
I don't want to hurt you
I don't want to burden you more
I don't want to go
I can't
I crumble
I die
I cheated
I hide more then you know
I never cheated tho
I hate
I hate my self
I love
I love you
I always have
I always will
I am here
I feel like I am fading
I am so cold
I can never show it
I can never cry
I am so dead inside
I wear a mask
I wear a smile
I wear it so people don't ask me how I am
I let them believe
I know the truth hurts
I know it can ****
I am a lie
I am living a lie
I would rather live a lie then face the truth
I am dieing
I am dead
I am a shell
I am no more