you've crawled so deep into my veins you're swimming around like a shark for it's prey i can feel you in everything i do it's poisonous and dangerous and i write everything about you i write everything for you i write everything because of you and i'm so scared to think of what will happen when i don't have you you're a virus that's infected my entire being you've enveloped my thoughts and actions i can't go a day without thinking about you and it's almost as if i don't have a choice it's like you've taken complete control that's exactly what's happened, i've lost all control it's scary, terrifying, yet beautiful at the same time it's all in your hands