I drown myself in disappointment all of the time and now that I'm drinking I hope that irony makes a fool of me tonight and tomorrow I will watch my loved ones cry and see exactly who my friends are for the first time as I rise into the sky, I too will cry for never saying the things I should have to the souls that I am leaving behind and as I spreads my wings to fly the feathers will wipe the tears from every ones eyes while they slowly begin to realize that even though I am gone I will always be alive