Trying not to move
I laid still in my bed
There was an ache in my body
That was flowing from my head
I waited for your call
But it never came
I shut off the ******* phone
There was no one but me to blame
I held on too tight
I broke your fragile bones
I suffocated you with love
And you let out a silent groan
I heard every word
But I couldn't believe it was real
You wanted me to go
Did I just waste a year?