This glass wall,
It holds me back,
So I'm stuck here,
Off the track.

I don't know how I got here,
It's been a long time in the coming,
Although I lack in the courage,
Still I keep going and going.

Until one day I gave up,
I couldn't fight it any more,
This overwhelming black darkness,
Just bashing at my door.

I don't know why I let it in,
I didn't have the energy I suppose,
For I have been knocked down,
Weak for, only god knows.

It creeps through my veins,
Like poison eating away,
The life drained out of me,
No energy at any time of day.  

For life without you,
Would be this way,
I hope I have the ability,
To outlive this day.