I miss the dream that once was there, Holding onto miserable moments keeps me grounded. Wondering why for you I still care. Twelve years of memories, dreams, and promises to my heart are bounded.
Leaving you alone was the best decision made. A relationship of extremities only leads both empty-handed. A cunning love slashes the heart with a never-ending blade. Every positive attempt for joy was taken in your hateful view and branded.
No one there to talk to, so I take my feelings to above. Peace comes to me in the quiet of the night. Sitting beneath the stars and the stillness of nature I chose to still love. For the depth of my care is what keeps my life bright.
Pain has made me a strong person for it will not darken my existence. I move on with a smile. Self-defeating thoughts and negative people are in my path of resistance. A hopeful and faithful heart will get me through every mile.