when I close my eyes
I see you jumping around like a child
but time always just flies
and the flower in my yard always dies

then you will turn around
then you will whisper into my ears
then you will give me that smile
ask me to look beyond myself

I see blocks of rejection
******* on my feet
I try to swim away
and at the end I will die

I see lights coming from that line
I’ve done nothing, but why am I so tired
I keep forgetting the dreams I’ve had
I keep wondering what you’ve said