can't reacquaint myself with myself
without getting a little dizzy
short of breath just thinking about it
unapologetic, unashamedly
single steady heartbeat stirs the bath
shaking the surface and trembling
submerged and sucking up hot water
looks so suffocatingly appealing
in my head so much it's flooded
thought I'd sink under and float in you
but I'm trying to remind myself:
don't drown yourself in this one too