Here in the Neverafter
I have seen the things you won’t show
It’s such a sweet disaster
Just how much our love could have grown
But I can taste the emptiness
That lies behind each smile you fake
And I can feel your hate infest
Watching every move you won’t make
And it’s not that I don’t love you
It’s not that I don’t care
It's just that I have seen your every microscopic layer
Despite what you may think, I’m not afraid of being alone
But I am afraid that you’ll suffocate my soul
Because I've already died a thousand times
With every time you never said “I love you” first
And I've bled a million tears
With every day that you've been so far from my side
I’m haunted by the memories of who you used to be
Before your lies became perverse
And I’m chocking on the ashes
Of the love you threw away
Before I left you so far behind
And the stories of the person
That you never used to be
Like an echo in a graveyard
Of a love that could not be
And the mourning of the people
We never could have been
There’s a story never told here
It’s the one of you with me