and I find myself once again on *the silent road to somewhere else chimes from the clock bells end to summon dancing words in my mind words you said, words I said, words I should have said, words I shouldn't have said sometimes words jump out of me, sometimes they don’t, even after they've piled themselves into a patchwork mountain right behind my eyes I need to say something right now, but I can’t find the words all I know is that no matter what happens you’re wonderful and even if we never utter a single word to each other, ever again, I’ll always think of you as wonderful no matter what