Life goes on. Lesson learned. Patience is the key. Yet again, it gets the best of me. I had you. I loved you. Then I forced you away. I should have held you close, kept you tight. Instead, I tried to rush you through, And let you out into the night. It happened so fast, this reversal. I'm still unsure what happened. I lost you before I ever had you. Im still reeling. Lesson learned. Life goes on. I loved you. I live knowing What I did to you, And what you still do to me.