I'm afraid I won't get into a college. I'm afraid my mom will not live long enough to see me happy. I'm afraid nobody will read my poetry. I'm scared my ex will never forgive me enough to give me another chance. I'm scared I will never be good enough. I'm scared that the person I love, will love someone else. Sometimes I feel like a disappointment.. I'm afraid people hate the real me I'm afraid I hate the real me. I'm scared one day they will find out what I ******* to. I'm afraid I have no purpose. I feel like this is well overdue I'm afraid one day I will grow out of writing poems. I'm afraid people think I hate everyone who is not black. I'm afraid people think I hate men. I hate how people can just say anything. I hate caring what others think. I'm afraid there will be someone better for me or you.