Oh anxiety how you have a grip on me.. Trying to control what I can't even see. Reaching and grabbing Yet all that's left is stabbing Causing wounds that might not heal, because hearts are turning to steel. As I plummet to the ground drowning never to be found. Hopeless and so depressed feelings that can't be suppressed. Weighed down with the garbage I have to unload the baggage. I want to take hold of the door and see what could possibly be in store.