I've never understood girls who obsessed about their weight until i developed bulimia this isn't poetry I never sympathized with drug addicts, because my father wasn't around now im waiting on a new hit of Adderall this isn't poetry I used to fall in love with everything I saw and I gave meaning to things without it I told you I love you knowing that the way i feel now is the closest i can feel to love. I read somewhere that a poet can make anything beautiful but you aren't a poet you can't make me beautiful.
I know you dont understand that i can't feel things all the time and i know that you're afraid that i'm going to hurt you
don't let your gaurd down yet, love, im afraid of that too.