apparently, I have given you reason beyond reason to never call or speak to me again. did I break your heart for- ever more? leave you naked on the floor? all that you once trusted in me is gone. but he has somehow warmed your heart, so it must not have been taken from all lovers, just away from me. a kid, that's what I hear, and how lovely she must be, for you to never mention her to me. or maybe we were just kids ourselves? too pure to be cruel, and to dumb to keep quiet. and I really should stop trying to understand the past. to understand what always will be very vague. I hope our memories will leave you peaceful. buy your girl a xylophone and move on. I'm sure you could use the sleep. zzzz...