apparently, I have given you reason
beyond reason to never
call or speak to me again.
did I break your heart for-
ever more? leave you naked on the
floor? all that you once trusted in me is
gone. but
he has somehow warmed your heart, so
it must not have been taken from all lovers,
just away from me. a
kid, that's what I hear, and how
lovely she
must be, for you to
never mention her to me.
or maybe we were just kids ourselves? too
pure to be cruel, and to dumb to keep
quiet. and I
really
should stop
trying to understand the past. to
understand what always will be
very vague. I hope our memories
will leave you peaceful. buy your girl a
xylophone and move on. I'm sure
you could use the sleep.
zzzz...