"Who do you want to be?" that's all everyone seems to ask me as i get older but can't it be normal to not want to be anything special? can't it be normal to want to be alive? or happy? no? they all expect me to say i want to be a lawyer nurse doctor whatever it may be but what if i say *"i don't know" is that a crime? because you make it seem like it is but is it a crime to just want to be happy? is it a crime to want to be able to live my life the way i want to? i guess it is i'm a fugitive then because i don't know who i am or who i want to be i want to be happy and since that is a crime i'll continue to be a fugitive i'll continue to be on the run you can come and search for me, i don't care i'm doing what i want to do not your definition of what i should do.* //