I remember all too well
The moment that my heart first fell
The never-ending moment your lips first met mine.
The moment 'I love you' left your lips the first time.
I remember the sound of my heart first breaking.
I remember the day I threw away your name.
I remember how hard I cried.
I remember the day I died.
I remember the fights and the sadness...
How quickly my world descended into madness.
I remember you leaving me,
Or did I leave you?
You were already gone.
I remember walking away.
Knowing it was far more difficult to stay.
I remember having to remember to breathe.
The littlest things would bring me to my knees.
I remember thinking I was broken.
That your leaving had left me frozen.
Then I remember picking myself back up.
Forcing myself to go through the motions.
But feeling each day a little less hopeless.
You hadn't broken me.
I might love again possibly.
But most importantly?
I was happy again finally.
And I was happiest with me.