Sleep has eluded me
restlessness my friend
I keep hearing my voice
the panic arising in my chest
"I can't be stuck here!"
trapped here
falling victim to my own psychosis
what a devil you are
feeding on my insecurities
loneliness my enemy
kicking me while i'm down
searching for a remedy
a resemblance of peace
tranquility you bore me
I'd much rather fall
I've known this sensation
my entire life
I can handle it all

Foolish child
you are crumbling now
failing quicker than ever before
resisting solutions
to hide in conflict
this you cannot fix
there is no perfection
only deception