It's been three days, its normal you disappear for the weekends and I'm left alone to my thoughts.
but tonight I had hope I'd hear from you,
I turn up the volume on my phone
Watch the minutes pass by then the hours
the sadness hits me in the face
the realization that you and I aren't a practical thing
I don't want practical but I want you to have time for me
While you're away being distant making me question if you care I find myself entangled in the arms of someone who never let me down never disappointed me and gives me the time of day.
You can't even send a simple text to ensure you're alive
My heart screams that we could work but realistically
My head knows that it isn't true
I want you but I hate this game
I told you I could wait but it hurts too much
Last night my mom almost died and I ran to call you for comfort
you weren't there, you never answered and today has been the same you aren't anywhere to be found.