I always try to be perfect
But why searching perfection ?
If it's not allowed for anyone
I'm lost with pain
Suffering with distinction
In my family
Whatever i do, whatever i try
I'm always not good
I used to have hope in life
But now i have hope in death
I'm certainly not abused physically
But abused mentally
Always trying to forget
But never being able to
If suicide wasn't for cowards
You wouldn't see me here now
Struggling with today
To live a better tomorrow
It's true i'm lonely
It's true no one have my back
It's true no one cares about me
But i'll always keep smiling
Because it's the only thing that i got