My heart aches with pain
Your happy little soul has grown big bitter
It is as if a split second ago
I look into your 4 year old eyes of innocence
And felt bitter sweet sorrow
Knowing
Life was careless and content
For you at that moment
Now 18 years of life has passed
Your jaded
What is it all for
Count me Among the clueless
In moments
your a man
I am an old man
Joy is fleeting
I was an accident
You were planned
I cared then and now
I worried long before you were born
Anguished with thoughts
That if I had a child I would shield him from the
Pain and sorrow of
The broken family isolation and helplessness
I felt
I was an accident that caused a family
That's broken
I
Cry
Alone
The tears of a rat *******
An ugly unwanted freak of nature
Never could fit it
In
Will never be able
To go home