The openly defiant offensive measures And the agonizing indignant actions Are ardent attempts to cling tightly To the peace of mind set And the faith Trust in the fact That God loves not hates My arms flailing half crazed In a frantic open hug As Tears of guilt and shame Soaked with fear flow down From my eyes closed tight Help cleanse the pain And soak out the hurt An attempt to save my soiled love Kling to what little happiness remains In my non reciprocated refrain of why so bold Now deferred away in a silenced Sound of love gone cold