Looking dead and empty from the outside Every window dark and overgrown A picture perfect not-so-sweet abandon Standing long forgotten and alone Beckoning to me with secret nothings And stories each of us may never tell A place that life and time have long forgotten A place of death not far from living hell
Twisted vines tattoo the sides like cancer Cataracts of dust enslave the glass A jagged smile of railing slats now beckons Waiting for the worst to come to pass The steps, askew and incomplete, sustain me As do the missing pieces of my mind With every step, a creak that echoes louder Than the silence that will fill the end of time
The door, now long ajar and slightly canted Much like my eyes, half open to the truth Sees through me, as I gaze into forever Caressing every shadow of my youth The surface, cracked and scarred like distant memories Much like the hide of demons yet to be Becomes as braille beneath my trailing fingers And whispers, “Come…,” as fate opens to me
The corner shaves an arc on dusty floorboards Motes now rise and sway, as if entranced Every footfall landing past the threshold Conjures more to join this ghostly dance Etching upon stillness a reminder That even the forgotten tend to change Emphasizing time as an illusion Every passing moment soon estranged
Traversing through each room, the memories linger Linger but a moment do I dare For in each dusty corner lies a shadow Lying not, while hungry and aware Every hallway stretches on eternal No trace of salvation upon the stairs Nothing here but promises now hollow Forcing me out into fresher air
Wading through the overgrowth and briers Working my way ‘round this haggard shell The cellar door awakens now from nowhere Hinting both to heaven and to hell Standing here in waiting, not in wonder Not knowing how I know what soon will be The cellar door extends its invitation As it opens ever slowly unto me
Stepping into darkness disillusioned Emptiness extends its open arms Embracing me despite the separation Beckoning me further in its charm Crying, not in fear, but in elation I stagger through my tears to my demise The death of everything I had forsaken Forgotten like the past I had disguised
In the furthest corner of my conscience Crouching in the corner of the tomb The child of devastation smiles sweetly Driving every darkness from the gloom Fighting not the chains that hold him captive No longer forgotten and alone For I have come to free him from the memories And together, we will find our way back home
This has been a creative work in progress for a while now, and may still yet find change.