She was worn Sick and tired of being torn between elegance and truth Tired of repeating verbatim the labels on foods in her head as her friends would eat them Sick of tying herself to a noose and wishing there were some magic somewhere to loosen the hold To loosen the grip that she had around her wrist constantly measuring the inches she had left to crawl her way to grace And she wouldn't give up until she won the race against herself Against time Until her pitter-pattering footsteps were more hushed than the drop of a dime Was killing herself considered a crime or was it the beauty of her imperfect lifestyle that caused the disappearing girl to submit to such cruel and unusual punishment?