I love you
And it hurts
Because we can't be
It hurts because my efforts
Aren't helping
I'm heaving and crying
And it doesn't help
My lungs feel like
Their gone now
My heart is just a rock
Of pain and love
Only beating
With hopes
I'm hurting
Because I can't call you mine
Or hold you
Because my fight
Has left me weak
And there is no one here
Protecting me
I'm so alone
I hurt so bad
And all I want
Is your happiness
Even if its not with me
Even if I break
And turn to ash