I broke down
As the memories
Of the last six years
Passed through my mind
Of all our ups
And even the downs
And I cried
Knowing that there
Is nothing for me to grasp onto
Knowing that to me
You'll always be mine
My baby and sweetie pie
And the last wonderful day
Will always linger in my mind
I cried because I missed you
And because I want you back
I cried knowing I'd have to wait
And that even in waiting
I may never get you
But I sit here crying and reading
And spilling my heart out
No longer blocking off
How I truly feel
No longer holding in my ache
And my tears
No longer stopping my thoughts.