I am lost. My mind is now lost. Help is always there, but I'm scared for it. I'm scared of what they'll say, what they'll think. I've truly lost myself. "Always love yourself then others will love you too." I HATE myself right now. That voice telling me to quit knows he won. I keep ******* up. The more I **** up, the deeper my grave is. The deeper my grave is, the more lost I get. Hello? Please, wherever you are. I need a light. I need to know things will be fine. I'm scared. Please answer me. I need....