I found an ache When I heard The word engaged And realized it's what I no longer am
I found an ache When I saw Someone's cheek being kissed And the sound muah Reverberated through me And I realized you no longer Kiss my freckled cheek And the air hits it Hard and forceful Reminding me of what I no longer have
I found an ache When I smelled The trees Because you once said I smell of roses and wood And I realized No one else has Taken the time to So nicely analyze my smell And now I feel as though My smell is fake And completely unpleasant And it reminds me of A part of me I no longer am
I found an ache Whenever I taste ham Because I do each day Thinking of you Thinking of your odd food Indulgences and how they Made me smile And now I realize The smile I no longer Bare and it reminds me Of what I no longer have
I found an ache When my glasses Touched my face Because it reminded me Of all the times You tried convincing me That I looked beautiful With and without them And I realized that Without you I no longer have confidence In who I am.
I know a lot but without him some things are just...missing.