life is pointless
when you have nothing.
every ounce of happiness
is just evading you.
lying on the kitchen floor
you reach maximum
desperation.
your tiny frame
being wracked
by heavy hitting sobs.
your helpless fiancee
cries too
out of fear for your life.
you want to drown slowly
in the bottle
so maybe you'll feel
something,
anything
before you depart.