I'm needing to scream and cry and fall in to the arms of someone spilling my secrets from my lips but I fall mute. I am tired of carrying this secret, this shame, this hurt. I find a kind ear, open my mouth to speak yet no words come out. These memories are so heavy that my back is aching and my shoulders are sore from this weight. Please someone come and relieve me. Take off some and hold it for me. Help me carry this pain up these steep hills. Where is my help? I can't do this alone. I need someone, anyone. I need to explode, ***** this hurt out. I am exhausted from keeping this secret. Please someone listen to my cries. Can anyone hear me?