It hurts more now than it did when I first got the call
The call that changed my life
Those two years ago
The news of your passing was a shock to my system
There was no one to support me
Through such an awful and confusing time
I was all by myself
Lost on auto- pilot
Like a zombie in the night
Directionless, emotionless, numb
Over two years later
And nothing has changed
Except this time all I manage to feel
Is the after effect, the pain
The loss of you is haunting
The memories are fading
How I wish to hear your voice
How I long for your sound advice
In this world, I feel so alone
In this body, I feel so weak
In this mind, I feel so crazy
I just need you back