It just is hard to let go
Of someone who has been a constant In your life
You don't know things
Any other way,
But with them
Life seems almost unreal
Without them
On the first day
It is a abnormal sort of
Peace
A peace that is utterly
Bitter sweet
It is a happy feeling
But not at all
You feel empty
But you try so hard to seem
Happy
It feels
Fake, forced
It is a twilight zone
Of uncertainty
That you can't escape
You try so hard to stay strong
But you evidently
come crashing down
You cry
A lot
You think
A lot
But most importantly
You try to remember the happy times
The memories you shared
It is hard?
Of course
Will it get easier?
One can only hope
But what matters is
I will see you again one day
And that is the only thing
That holds me somewhat
Together
Because it is hard to be introduced
To a life so foreign