Apr 2014
so I can't get what I want.*
And what I want is to be enough.
To be good enough to my parents to not make them comment about suicide.
To be good enough to my friends to actually develope a close bond with them.
To be good enough as a person to help others and make them happy.
To be good enough academically to have a good future.
To be enough as a person to not have to always prove myself
To not always have to fight
To not have people take advantage of me
To not have people treat me like crap
To not have people talk about me behind my back
To not have people mock me and make fun of me
To not have people reject me based on my gender
To not have people judge me base on my image
To not have to fight back
To not have to defend myself all the time.
I just want to be good enough.
but the world is not a wish granting factory
So I can't get what I want.
And what I want is to be enough.
To be good enough to my parents to not make them comment about suicide.
To be good enough to my friends to actually develope a close bond with them.
To be good enough as a person to help others and make them happy.
To be good enough academically to have a good future.
To be enough as a person to not have to always prove myself
To not always have to fight
To not have people take advantage of me
To not have people treat me like crap
To not have people talk about me behind my back
To not have people mock me and make fun of me
To not have people reject me based on my gender
To not have people judge me base on my image
To not have to fight back
To not have to defend myself all the time.
I just want to be good enough.
but the world is not a wish granting factory
So I can't get what I want.
Brilliant first day back at school.
