Never experienced pain so excruciating
Never swelled up so much
In my life, I'm debating
Whether to just jet or stand in for the weak ones

My head is filled with questions
And my brain is loaded with hate
Trying to stay optimistic
But the **** is just piling up, it's too late

No one knows what I know
No one sees what I do
My eyes are weak and worn
The blood's tracked in via my shoes

Now it's close to over
Now I'm **** close to done
Just gotta keep it together
Open me up and let me know when it's time for the real fun