Begin to question your life,
things no longer lie in your palm.
Recently suffered heartbreak, rejection -
something worse to come.
Manic and psychotic,
isolated nights without sleep.
Expected hurt, inflicted pain.
Fighting no one,
God eclipsed all other thought.
Storm clouds thrashed and burned with fire.
God so full of life, so mesmerizing, welcoming,
in his human form, in despair - confused and helpless.