My love for you is poison.
Very similar to the poison iv'e ingested tonight
Thoughts of us will constantly replay in my mind.
But with my abusive tendency and your addictive personality it would never work.
We shoulda just strayed friends from the get go.
you are my everything.
you fulfill my need for compassion
But you lack in the department of empathy.
we click like a seat belt.
you just cant admit to yourself your true feelings.
but im a human being who has lost strength through the struggles of love                  
living a lie
living in a constant wait.
but if that's how you feel then that's how it must be, ill just struggle my way through a real heartbreak.
personally. i don't think it was real on your part.
but i just wanted to say, sorry i wasted my time on you. i fear you'll always be n my heart
ive fallen into this binge.
do you still love me? can you save me?  
these is my final words to you. as if you'll ever find them.
your not a person at all
just a pill.
im nodding off. this isnt a poem.
its a cry for help..
i need help and just had to vent. sorry site if this inst what you wanna see at all. i just need saved.