Something is not right...I am not okay
I don't know exactly what that means.
But something is not right.
I can feel it but I cannot pinpoint exactly what that means.
My head is spinning and my body hurts.
The sharpness of the pain in my chest today made me **** in my breath.
I am miserable today.

My body is persistent in it's messages.
I try to push it away, but it will not stop.

I find myself just rocking back and forth...sobbing....
"I don't want to do it...Please don't make me..."

I need to curl up into a little ball and hide somewhere.

I don't know what any of this means right now.
But something is not right.
I am not okay.