i am
completely done
trying to be worth it,
when i am clearly
not.

i am
completely done
making you realize
that i love you,
when you clearly
don't see it.

i am
completely done
trying to be visible again,
when it's clearly impossible.

i am
completely done
with this ****** life
that i clearly deserve
for my ****** up
past decisions.

i am
completely done
trying to turn back time,
and make you come back,
you clearly won't ever
be next to me again.

and i know the reason why.