#completely
it was supposed to be simple
i was stuck in the vortex
i found myself being crippled
pretty words i would bathe in
the venom each time would triple
lethal insults left engraving
i wondered too far, left the shore
left stranded and completely unsure
i thought and i should’ve considered
my blindsights and now i’m triggered
Oct 26, 2025
Oct 26, 2025 at 10:49 AM UTC
my love is conditional
something to be earned
you withhold and yet attempt
awkward silence purchase
misunderstood transactional
I deserve to have needs met
needs not wishes, for survival
even when my want is you
when you dream love elusive
for such deceit I’ll never fall
I will not love in reasonless
never lean on stranger trust fall
trust complete but not naively
you dream trust illusory
my dream established neatly
you expect love unconditional
you could have all you desire
when I love I love completely
standard terms and conditions
but you are above such requisitions
Jan 18, 2025
Jan 18, 2025 at 8:07 PM UTC
Loving me
Is some kind of chore apparently
From what I see
It seems to be done begrudgingly
It is mostly
Basic surface level pageantry
So there is a "we"
But my end can be changed out if need be
The worst part has to be
That I can't help but give completely
And organically
Which always finds it's way around to biting me in the *****
©2024
Nov 7, 2024
Nov 7, 2024 at 8:14 PM UTC
How wrong can one living entity be?
If I were to prove the possibility of constantly,
Alongside the concept of completely
If I were to say to you it's daily, weekly, monthly, yearly
And remind of the times it's happens a couple minutes early
If I were to let you see,
Let you watch it play out in me,
Would you keep questioning me?
Would you finally let me be?
Just leave me to wallow in this myriad of pity
Allowing me to then get back to tripping over my own two feet for at least the rest of my eternity
I'm okay with it, really
©2024
Aug 9, 2024
Aug 9, 2024 at 2:15 PM UTC
It's hard to imagine anyone loving me
Especially
When I hate me so completely
I'm sorry
But if I have to love myself
In order
To feel love from anyone else
I might as well put myself on the shelf
Out of reach from everyone else
I'm afraid love will never win
It's not as easy as just letting it in
I have to keep battlin'
Just to keep from drownin'
Due to a timeline filled with so much abandonment and rejection
Over and over and once again,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry my sorry means little to nothin'
My devotion didn't start out this thin
This is the outcome of both creation and evolution
Going head to head,
And coming out in the end,
As a problem with no solution
©2024
Jul 25, 2024
Jul 25, 2024 at 3:30 PM UTC
I've shut down so completely it's profound and I've now lost touch with reality
What I want to be and what I'll never be eventually co-mingle and become one entity
The blasphemy, the phony sanctimony and hypocrisy blast from me
I try awkwardly to juggle all three, run 'em up the flag pole, wait and see
Hear ye, hear ye...another blunder here for your amusement, come see
Woe is me! An empty plea for pity ******* by a request to be put out of my misery
It's plane to see, at least by me, that I'm my own worst enemy, I'm no friend to me
Bad karma stacks rapidly atop the early onset of senility
Losing my mind was an inevitability but that was my only company
...now it's only me...
The notion that behind every smile you'll find your happy is, in it's self, a fallacy
©2023
Dec 13, 2023
Dec 13, 2023 at 6:23 PM UTC
She had all of me
Completely consumed by her
There was nothing left
Mar 5, 2021
Mar 5, 2021 at 1:54 PM UTC
Sometimes to be completely free
means to be
unfathomably lonely.
May 22, 2020
May 22, 2020 at 7:50 PM UTC
She was flawed, completely; but not in the way she thought.
She was flawed in the way an artist ruins a white canvas with a beautifully colored sunset.
she was damaged, in the way the night sky is broken by the dawn
Oct 6, 2019
Oct 6, 2019 at 5:55 PM UTC
now I lay me down to sleep, I promise you have my heart to keep. the sun rises, sets, and the moon is up above and all the while it is you I love. if I should die before you wake with you my soul will remain for no one else to take. this is promised completely because if you should die later in time you will have all you need to meet me
Sep 27, 2019
Sep 27, 2019 at 12:15 PM UTC
No more beautiful a soul could I touch, no better woman would find, whenever she is not near she is on my mind. She is my match, my equal, my partner for life, so short lived, so completely, she will complete me.
Sep 25, 2019
Sep 25, 2019 at 2:10 PM UTC
it use to be me rattling those closed doors
the fear of losing you, the suffering through
of everything; drowning me until there was nothing
more than a shell of who I use to be left
now it's you with a stone in your chest
that quickness of breath, when you think about me
gone; walking away and leaving you behind
nothing more than a shell of the boy you use to be
Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 3:35 PM UTC
No it wasn't not love
No our story was not like a love story
Cause you destroyed me completely
And now I'm working hard for my turn
To do the same with you.
Jan 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 at 5:10 PM UTC
My name, Hombres, is Pancho,
I work on an outta z ways rancho;
I make just 5 pesos for the day.
It is a hard job to do for the pay.
I go out after. Go see Free Lucy.
Then, I asked her for the Pousse;
She just slapped me in the face;
And a took my 5 pesos anyways.
: ( What did I say? :(
Feb 17, 2017
Feb 17, 2017 at 2:55 PM UTC
Your eyes speak to me,
they calm me in a way nothing else can.
I never thought I could fall in love so much,
with the way someone looked at me.
But somehow I did,
and I crave that feeling.
The feeling of being
fully, truly, and completely
loved by you.
Nov 8, 2016
Nov 8, 2016 at 11:25 PM UTC
Fill in the emptiness of the moment in time with something well defined, since the emptiness has continued for a long period of time.
Present in the present is the present moment in time.
Utilize it completely by strengthening your cause to the best of your ability so as to make sure that everything in the future seems right.
Memories belong to the past
Predictions belong to the future
Over a period of time it’s realized that the best thing to do is to take a proper line of action at the given moment in time.
Definitely taking the right line of action belongs to the present moment in time and definitely it needs all the much needed attention in the present.
Since the emptiness of the moment has continued for long,
always it’s better to start with something of which you know something, then later on,
let the rest follow over a period of time.
While doing so, always remember synchronization will come and it needs to be followed then also,
at that point in time,
which is later.
The first priorty goes to the fact that you belong to the present moment in time,
in doing so make sure the direction is not lost,
something which had happened prior,
which lead to the emptiness of the moment in time in the present.
Jun 22, 2016
Jun 22, 2016 at 8:00 AM UTC
Regardless of what is going on in the mind,
irrespective of the fact with what you have got in your mind,
does'nt matter what the present moment in time holds for you,
there will be moments in life when life will come up with surprises.
Surprises which will surprise you enough.
Somethings in life start with something specific in mind
By the time when they end, they end on a completely different note
Strange are the ways of life.
Strange is life,
even uncertain at times,
but then that's life and life continues.
Feb 27, 2016
Feb 27, 2016 at 7:59 PM UTC
completely addicted to you
and the way your lips fit mine perfectly and effortlessly
how your smile makes my heart melt and shatter
the softness of your skin
paired with your warm scent
i can't even fathom how someone
can be so intoxicating
but here you are
doing exactly so
and i think it's incredible
how i would choose you
over anyone else
the only words i could use
to tell you how i feel
would be "i love you"
Dec 28, 2015
Dec 28, 2015 at 6:42 PM UTC
This might be the last time I see you
before you leave...
What if I told you?...
The most important thing to me this year
was meeting you.
That we've become great friends
that could do anything together and
I really value how special that is
- how special you are.
When I look at you I see
the most amazing person
I'll meet in this lifetime.
But I can't let you get on that plane
and disappear into the sunset
without you knowing how much
I respect and completely adore you.
How much I wish I could act on that.
I have no regrets, no expectations, just a full heart.
Nov 26, 2015
Nov 26, 2015 at 1:42 PM UTC
Being alone
Is when no one is around.
But loneliness
Feels as if someone is around
Yet completely ignoring you.
-- Eleanor
Aug 8, 2015
Aug 8, 2015 at 5:21 PM UTC
So what besides the voices can your talking undercut
you'll minimize reality until you self destruct
And you may try a thousand times to justify your words
But if they have no merit they'll forever go unheard
So I appeal to you, the people telling me to speak
I will not go in circles entertaining what you seek
And if I've been a puppet on a string I didn't make
I'll sever every limb and let myself completely break
Aug 17, 2014
Aug 17, 2014 at 4:26 PM UTC
Never again will I say it
Never again will I put myself in bars and chains
Never will I ever let others disappoint me
Never will I completely trust again
And I just lied to myself again
Aug 9, 2014
Aug 9, 2014 at 1:48 AM UTC