Did you know you can suffer for years and never realize? You're sitting on the cobblestone sidewalk when it hits you the impact of a flying tennis ball as it hits the racket the tires scraping across the rocky driveway but this it burns, pains, scrapes all in one the tears come so mellow at first and suddenly the snap of fingers the tears wreck you you can't breathe to make it worse the monster comes rage How could you ever believe everything was ok All you have left is endless questions most importantly why now?